Fuck i'm tired

School started back the other day.
Titrations, Japanese, Cuban missile crisis. It's all the same.
So, it's spreading around school now. Nearly everyone was positive about it. Some year 11 chicks did look at me like I was in a zoo, but I didn't know them, so they can go have some edible clamidia for all I care.

Anyway, my life's been pretty boring. Post-mortiming with a mate, (HI MATE!!!!) Hanging out with other mates, doing all sorts of shit, yet none of it interesting. V___V

Can't wait for the weekend, have some japanese FF to play. :D
じゃね
See ya!

Recommendations

Just some of the things I recommend. XD
Musics:
Soku dakishimete - C-ute
Forever Love - C-ute
Tokaikko Junjou - C-ute (notice a pattern?)
Do it! now - Morning Musume.
Koko ni iruzee - Morning Musume.
Nai chau kamo - Morning Musume.
Kokuhaku no funsui hiroba - Berryz Koubou
Tomodachi wa tomodachi nanda - Berryz Koubou
Maji Bomber - Berryz Koubou (THIS SONG IS WIN!!!)

Shoes:
My sexy white shoes. XD Go buy them, cause they're sexy

Things:
Nintendo Wii
Resident Evil 4, for said Wii. (Leon looks REALLY anemic in this game, but it is still fun. I like the Wii version best)
Mangaminx's videos on Youtube. Seriously, that chick is AMAZING!
Left 4 dead 1/2
A $50 dollar note (NZ $50) because no one uses them
Pictionary! LAZER BEAMS! ANAL SEX!! NUNS!!!!!

Yeah, so this is the list of things I recommend at this point in time. :D
A portal to recommendation well-being, you might say. This is a gay guy's opinion, it counts for a lot.

Piece out. ^__^

BREAK THROUGH

歌は国境越えて
どこまでもも進むよ
愛の翼を広げ
「I'M HERE」
今ここで叫ぶぜぇ！

Translation:
Song overcome country borders
It advances on to just about anywhere
Spread the wings of love
"I'm here"
I'm gonna shout it out now!

This song; ここにいるぜぇ, by Morning Musume, describes my feelings perfectly! I just did the whole coming out thing from the last post. Even though it hasn't been acknowleged yet... at all, I still feel really good about myself．本当に良い感じます。　＾＿＾

So i'll see you guys later. I'm gonna go listen to Koko ni iruzee again!

It all starts with a K

Why must life be so confusing??

I can't stand the barriers that people feel like they have to create to protect their inner truths. Or the awkwardness of talking to someone for the first time; yet you have already stalked the hell outta them, and they don't have the slightest clue. Boy, I remember that moment quite well.

So, that brings me to my next point. I am thinking about telling the world of facebook (big deal here, for me, a REALLY big deal) but I don't know weither or not to do it.
Main reasons to do it:

• Friends suggested I do it.
• Apparently I am funnier when people know i'm gay
• Gets rid of my barrier which was mentioned earlier. I hate them, so I would prefer to get rid of mine.

Reasons to stay in the closet (in facebook world):

• Being made the butt of SO many jokes. Seriously, it seems my school is like one big homophobe >_>
• The stalker thing I mentioned before... that was someone on my friends list.
• Umm.... Losing mates over it

Hmm... I guess i'll have to get used to the butt of so many jokes. And I can live with losing mates, they weren't my real mates I guess.

The stalker thing is completely different, yet completely related.
I guess it all just starts with a K

See ya after I think about some aspects of my life